LOT10 (Wan???)

Salam Chirul syggggggggg..

ari ni aku bgn pukul 12..hahha..lwat kan..

well..mcm biasa la aku kalau time cuti kan..huhu..

aku bgn n then ijat dtg bilik aku..kitowng sembang jap, pastu aku g mandi

n dia balik bilik bersiap..

kitowng kan plan nk kuar ari ni..huhu..

hmm..pkul 1.30 lpas zohor..kitowng tuwun..

mula tu ingat nk mkn dul tp ijat dtg n gtau aku yg ijam dah tggu kat KL sentral..

adehhh..humm..mmg smpat la kan lau nk mkn pon..

pastu kami x jd p kat ijam, kami tggu leha dtg jemput..

haha..ada jugak org yang nk tolong antarkan..huhuhu..

aku mkn roti jela tgh ari ni.. huhu

leha smpai n kami pon bertolak..tara nk smpai kat  lot10 tu alamak..pening

kpala aku wei..pusing bukan men pusing t last smpai jugak..

huhuh..kami tggu akim pulak kat rooftop

akim p jmput ijam..huhu..then akim sampai.!

WOW!! first time aku tgk akim aku terkezut sebentar..

bukan sbb terpikat k.. tp sbb dia mmg mcm wan

hahahaha..aku dok kira gelak ja..smpai depa pon tgk len mcm ja kat aku..

wei! mmg la ijat pnah ckap kat aku yg akim tu lmbut tp aku x expect 

dia mmg 'AUUW' mcm wan..tp dia bkn la 'exactly' mcm wan

haha.ang paham kan maksud aku..

klakar doh..wohh..kalau dia jumpa wan msti diowng kamcing 

giler kan..haha..dah la cara ckap n cara jln pon nk dekat sama..

tringat plak aku kat si wan darai tu..ish..jahat kan aku ni..

pape pon program yg aku p tu tntang HUMAN TRAFFICKING..

firstly aku x paham tau maksud trafficking tu..haha

aku ingat ish..jalan sesak ka

hahhahhahahah.bodoh sebentar di situ..

so aku pakai la fon aku yg x brapa cnggih ni utk tgk dictionary..

maksud dia ialah business..hahah.

so talk tu tntang pemerdagangan org la..

dia crita tntang imigran yg dtg ke malaysia utk keja tp

di layan mcm smph..

cediyh k bila kita dgr apa yg diowg crita..

it a real story..huhu...

aku nangis la ckit..hahaha..biasala..!

kami balik pukul 5.30..as soon as the program is finished.

kami balik ngn leha la..hehe..jimat duit tambang.. :P

mlm ni aku g LY pukul 8.45pm utk bncang bmw..huhu

bnyak kja nk kna wat..

lpas tu pukul 10.30pm aku g tv room wat FIM ngn wafa..huhuah

aku dapat wifi kat tv room..aku pon x sangka..hahah..lpas ni slalu la turun ye??

teruk kan aku ni..huh..

k la syg..aku nk g smbung wat UI..esok present.wish me luck

nytezz...muahhhhx

14/5/2012

Salam Chirul...!

Miss U la..ahahahak..gedik kan..

eh..ari ni (actually smlm la kan) aku dok kat bilik je

macam biasa la ujung mggu aku relaxxxx...haha

well, aku relax shari je pon..ari jumaat wlaupun kelas pg smpai kul 12 je, tp mlm 

tu ada jgak study n tgk buku..hmm..ari aha la yg 

aku cm bnyak kije ckit.hihk..

pape pon aku dok ngadap lappy ja..tgk cter God OF Study..dah abih dh..

heeeeeeee..

pastu ptang tu aku tman hanim g amik duit, so

aku pon kuarkan la 10 inggit yg still ada tu..

pastu aku tgk resit, ada balance lg 210++ 

aku pelik la..

so, aku cek g skali n mmg betoi ada duit..

msti la mak yg masukkan, siapa lg kan..huhu..

aku pon p ZC amik air..then aku p cafe AC mkn dgn hanim..

wahhhh..ang x tau btapa sronoknya aku Rul..

dah sminggu lebih aku x mkn nasi..huhu..well..kot nk kurus ckit

tp dok mcm tu ja..hahah..

lpas makan, aku msj mak aku n aku tnya mmg betoi mak 

yang masukkan..time tu mak dok mkn nasi ngn lauk syur rebung n ikan temenung..

wahhh..aku rindu nk mkn kpala ikang temenung yg garing tu..

nyam3333...hhe

mlam tu pulak Izat kol aku, pastu dia ajak aku g TS

hmm..teman dia g program apa ntah la

akim yg ajak..aku stuju je la..sian kat dia nk p sorg2..

so mcm tu la pada tarikh ini ye..haha..skema kot..

k la..boiboi.. muahx

11/4/2012 -- CUTI!

Salam Chirul..

Semalam - 11/4/12 , Aku kuar ngan abg man..

 semalam kan cuti ......dia kol aku pukul 1.20pm mcm tu n then dia tnya cuti ka..aku jawab la aku cuti..

pstu dia ajak kuar..aku tnya la nk p mana, dia kata nk p mandi manda..huhu..

aku kata x dak tmpat len, msti ULU YAM punya tu..ish2..

then dia kata x la, nk p laut..aku pon kata la OK.. kami kuar dlam pukul 2.30pm..mula tu sggah kat MORIB dulu, abg man tnya la, nk stop kat cni ka..aku tgk kat ctu x da pa pon..

pastu anak2 dia kata nk mandi laut, so kami teruskan perjalanan ke PORT DICKSON..huhu..

at first, aku rasa excited sgt. yela pertama kali nk mnjejakkan kaki ke sna..haha..

tp lama kot nk smpai sna..kmi smpai pukul 6pm lebih ckit la..aku dah ltih dah..

then kami pasang khemah n aku first thing yg aku wat lpas tu ialah MAKAN!! aku lapar sgt kot..

sepanjang bulan 4 ni smpai la balik umah nnt, aku just akan makan maggie ja..duit aku da abih, aku x nk mx kat mak..ksian kat mak..huhu..ari tu aku mx kat abg e tp dia mx no akaun CIMB, mana aku nk ingt..

buku akaun CIMB ada kat umah..hmm..so aku kata la kat dia, masukkan dlm akaun mak la, t mak masukkan kat aku pastu dia x kata balas pape dah..smpai skunk ni dok snyap ja..aku pon x tau la dia nk bg ka x..lau x mau bg pon xpa..aku x kisah..biar ja la mcm ni..aku still boleh survive!

ari tu aku kol mak n mak cakap yg Wie balik kg, dia balik ngn 2 owg mmber dia. diowg nk g LANGKAWI. Mak aku kata dia dok smbang la ngan abg e then dia kata la awat x p tgk Onn(aku) , wie kata "XDAN NK PI"..hmm...mmber dia kata, dekat ja pon xdan nk p..yela, nk mai tgk aku ni mmg x dan, nk p langkawi tu dan ja..langkawi tu kan dekat..! 

Dlam akaun aku ada RM20 ja, lau aku nk kuarkan pon aku just bleh kuarkan RM10 ja..huhu..xpa la..that is not a problem.lgpon ni semua salah aku jugak..awal2 sem dulu boros sgt..la ni padan muka.! :'( hehe..

Kemarin kami p PD, mandi laut..aku x mandi pon..mlas, panas la..lgpon org ramai..not comfortable..U know me kn Rul.. ;)

Abg man n anak2 dia mndi la..aku just maen pasir kat kawasn yg cetek..aku ada tgkap gmbar tp aku xleh nk masukkan lg..Fon aku problm ckit..bila aku bukak bluetooth, dia jadi jammed n off..aku pon x tau la kna pa..ntah la.mals nk pkir sgt psal semua tu..

PD tu xde la best sangat..biasa ja.lpas mandi tu aku x salin baju pon..haha..yela, bkn men air sgt pon..dk men pasir ja..huhu..bila nk masuk keta, sluar da kering..bju lmbab ckit but most of all is..aku rasa ada pasir dalam baju aku..mybe time aku duduk dlm air laut tu dia masuk kot..hahah..

badan pon rasa belengas ..whatever la..air laut ptg tu agak bergelore la..time kami smpai tu, org dh nk nek dah, kmi bwu nk tuwun tp still ada ja yg tuwun..ptang tu air mulai pasang..skejap ja kot dia pasang..hahah.. best tgk keindahan alam ciptaan Allah ni..

kami dok syok sgt men kat pantai PD tu, smpai kami x tringat yg ada amaran TSUNAMI yg di keluarkan ari tu..bila aku balik asrama semalam, semua org dok bercakap pasal tu..hhaa..aku still x prasan lg tau, smpai la ari ni masa dlam klas ARAB..aku gtau suraya n dilah yg aku g PD, pastu diowg terkejut ckit..hihik..diowg kata "wei, smlm ada amaran tsunami kot, ko suka2 je g pantai.." aku pon macm"what" hahah..seriously aku x tringat lgsung wei..aku rasa mcm aku bawu je lpas surrender diri aku kat tsunami tu..bapak ar, lau jd pape semlam, mmg aku xde la kat cni ari ni..hahha..Su jahat kot, dia kata lau x ari ni knuri TAHLIL ar..wah..mmg nk kna ..:P

apa2 pon aku bersyukur sbb x jadi pape. n kat belah2 utara pon ada gak amaran tu..hmm..mak macam mana la skunk ni..walaupun kami x dok kat pantai tp aku ttap risau..aku nk kol mmg x bleh la kan, kdit aku dah abih . aku xde duit nk tpup..hmm..ahh..itu semua x penting langsung..tpup x pnting..mkn pon kurang penting..roti kering aku kan bnyak g..nasib bek ari tu kak ta n abg khaidir sudi blikan aku milo n roti..lau x,,huhu..semalam masa antar aku abg man x bg duit pon,..dia pon x dak duit..xpa, aku x kisah, at least dia slalu gak dtg n bawak aku kuar..dia n kak ta still care kat aku..aku pon x tau la Rul...dulu masa aku nk masuk UIA ni, abg e ckap snang la dia nk mai tgk, dekat ngn dia..hahah..lawak kan :') ..FINE!

I DON"T CARE WETHER YOU CARE OR NOT.. 

BTW,  aku abih exam 10/5 so aku mybe balik 11 o 12 may ni..x sure lg..nnt aku kna tnya abg man la..lgpon barang2 nk smpan kat umah dia ja.snang ckit..aku xnk susahkan kak ta, abg khaidir x suka la sepah2 ni..huhu..lau kat umah abg man ok ckit, aku smpan ja dlm almari kat dlm bilik budak2 tu..hihik..

k la syg...that all 2day..muahx love ya..!  >_<

comin' back

Salam Chirul syggggg...

aku skunk kat library dgn mek sue, syira n razina..

yunx..ang tau x semalam sue gaduh dengan razina..aku x tau pon..diorg gaduh time aku 

g meeting musyrifah..dalam pukul 8 lebih mcm tu la..

pastu razina ada post something dlm fb..

Dia post pasai loneliness..

dia cakap yg dia sntiasa sowg2..

mek sue agak terasa la..huhu..

xtau la..masalah..

daaaaaa.... ;)

Pindah..?

Salam Chirul..

Chirul.ari ahad malam lpas kitowng gaduh..aku pon x tau la tp keadaan dah teruk sgt....

razina n syira dah confront each other...perghhh..wa cakap sama lu, tegang giler kot..

aku dah la x boleh bil keadaan macam tu..

aku nanges ja smlm..penat laaku..ahaha..org len yg gaduh tp aku plak

yg nanges..well, aku mmg mcm ni pon..cept touching ar..

it not my fault..this is who i'm ..hahah

keadaan dalam bilik tu dingin siot..syira mmg marah giler

kot ngn dia..aku pon da terlepas cakap smlm..

hmm..begini citernye..

Mek sue bukak FB pastu dia bkak pro5 syira nk tgk video..then diorg

 tertgk status syira yg tntang masalah dgn razina tu...

pastu razina kol nuril turun dr bilik alya..

razina swuh nuril pggil aku ngan syira skali ... that was a bad decision.!

Syira stiil marah kot..adoyaii..maka meletup la syira smlm..

Aku x nk campur..tp dalam status tu ada nama aku pulak..

but it's ok..kitowg cakap je ape yg x kna smlm..syira seriously marah

sangat2..dia cakap je semua hal yg dia terasa ngn razina..

then at the klimaks ---> razina tnya aku "nurul, ang benci aku jgak ka.?"

well, aku dah la dok ralit time tu..tiba2 dia tnya aku..mmg aku

jawab la kan "aku bnci ang ckit..sbb ang x siapkan assgmnt arab 

dengan syira..ang biar ja syira wat sorg2.."wow..!! lpas

tu bawu aku rasa cm  adoyaiiiii apa la

yang aku da cakap ni...

well...the thing that has been said cannot be taken back right..?

aku pon x tu la nk cakap apa..then, syira continue 

cakap ngn razina, lastly diowg ckap pasal PINDAH BILIK...perghhh!!

serious ni..but the truth is..aku n asma pon

mmg ada niat nk tukar bilik..yela mcm yg aku kata dlm post 

smlm, kitowg da x nk dok sblik ngn dia.skunk bila dah jadi mcm ni

lagi la serabut....whatever la weiii.

hmm.aku tau aku ni bukan musyrifah yg baik..tp

aku nk wt pa lg..semua ni tntang perasaan..aku pulak bkan boleh lau bab2 perasaan 

ni..aku lemah ckit..aduuuuhhhhh..

pape pon hubungan kitorg ngn dia mmg da KO..

skunk ni dia ingat satu bilik bnci dia, lau dia tau yg mek sue pon

ada jugak terasa hati ngn dia, hmm.habislaa...!!

mau dia blik Penang jugak nnt..dia la depends on Sue je..

I don't know why all of this happen to us..!

bukan kitowang je yg terasa ngn perangai dia..budak2 kelas dia pon

ada gak mcm x berapa puas aty ngn razina..diorg x suka cra

dia wat keja..dia wt keja mcm hangat2 taik ayam..hmm..

the way she talk last night really seem like she is the victim..

WOW!!! hold on ok..she not the victim..!

She just confuse n she does't know her mistakes...

but now, everything has been let out..

aku pon x tau macam mana nk solve masalah ni Rul...

aku sayang persahabatan kami.but it seem that it getting more dificult..

DAMN!! I hate this..!!

Rul...skunk ni pon aku rasa mcm nk nanges..hmm..

be strong, girl! 

BTW..razina pindah p bilik fitriyah ari ni..aku x tau la..

dia mybe stay sna smpai abih sem tp xpe ka..aku takot nnt dia kna saman.

Aku harap dia xkan salahkan kitowg...we never ask her to leave the room..

it was her own decision..we would not stop her..

Just let the thing cool down first..

my head feel like it want to burst..!!

with assgment..project..presentation..n many more..

arghhh! I;m so bz to think about that now..

smlm pon aku tdor pukul 4.20 pg kot..dah la ari ni kelas arab pukul 8..haha

mmg aku tdor la dm kelas td..tp lpas tu aku bsuh muka..

feel refresh..!hehe..SORRY USTAZAHHH.. 

petang nnt pukul 2 aku ada presentation FIM..wowh..

wish me luck..I really need it..with the sleepy eyes n so on..

hahah..MADAM..cancel the class please..!!

no way right..huhu..

k la Rul, aku nk wt keje ni..ari ni bnyak plak aku

mngomel kat ang..haha..

eh,,BTW, smlm syira kata nape aku x war2 kan blog ni..well

maybe sbb aku nk smpan ang kot..haaha..U're my love that keep the secret of my life..

from now on let keep sharing should we..

(giler cakap sensowang) hahhahaah..

SALAM CHIRULLLL..LOVE YA..

cuti..

Night Chirul..

Malam ni kitowg satu bilik dok bukak lappy masing2 n tgk movie..haha

mentang2 la esok cuti kan..

malam ni aku nak relax ckit..dr kmarin dok sakit 

kpala ja dok struggle pasai assgmnt..huhu..

Aku n group aku da antar INTRO research proposal td..actually 

kami da antar kemarin dulu lg..

tp ari ni kami bukak emel yg miss Han antar n kami 

betulkan balik intro tu..

well..skunk ni tggal nk wt method n yg laen2 ja..

mggu depan kitowg akan wat presentation..

wow..! 

td aku listkan kja2 yg aku kna wat..bnyak giler doe..

1. LINGUISTICS ---> PROJEK KUMPULAN
2. FIM ---> PRESENTATION -- ASSIGNMENT -- TASMI'
3. BMW ---> RESEARCH PROPOSAL -- PRESENTATION

nk siapkan smuanya...

BTW..exam aku start 2/5 smpai 10/5..huhu..lwat la aku balik..

t aku mx tolong abg man la mai amik..

hehe..

k la Rul,that all 4 tonight..muahhx..daaa

Short Story..

Salam dear.. Ari ni aku nk masukkan short story aku..hehe. 

BLOODY KNIFE!

      Madam Caristier looked at me with her fierce eyes.  My heartbeat is faster than usual.  I have no idea what I am going to do, her gaze was so sharp that it strike straight  to my bones.  It was like at that time when he glared at me and shout.  "What the hell have you done?" His voice was just like the thunder that we heard when it raining. "I did not do anything.  The bottle fall by itself." My voice sound like a person that have sore throat.  I felt the cold of the winter running through my vein. That night would always stuck in my memories. The night that he spilled my mother blood!

      "Corner, are you listening to what I am saying? Why do you take Nick's wallet?"  Her strict voice wake me up from the dark memory. I rounded my strength to look at her green fake eyes. The eyes that always change color so that it would match her dress. "I did not take it! Can you just believe me for once? I am not that bad!" Everyone was shocked when they heard the sentence get out fluently from my mouth. I can saw that Nick is one of them. He seemed so shocked by the words that I have said.  I know his plan is to make everyone look down at me. I do not know what is his problem. I have never done anything wrong to him accept for being a killer son. But that is not his problem at all. I raised my legs and get from the room of suspicious. Everyone seemed to believe that I took Nick's wallet including her, the girl that I adore for a long time. Madam Caristier called my name but I ignored it. She called again and again and again __

      I sat at the bench under the big tree. The leaves kept falling from the branches and it turned the ground from green to reddish yellow. My head started to turned back to that time. I could not resist to remember the incident that happens three years ago. The incident that have change my life forever. The incident that make people keep looking me as a guilty person. Damn! It all hurt me.

      That night, a cold and quiet one. We can hear the sound of the wall whispering. She was at the kitchen preparing or dinner and instead of helping her, I was at the living room playing with my sister.  We keep on playing from day to night without the feeling of tiredness.  She smiled at us and it was a beautiful moment. Her face has no wrinkle and is so bright just like the snow outside. We kept on playing  and running in the house. Then, suddenly my sister hit the cabinet at the corner.  There are bottles of wines in there and one of it fell. "Pranggg". The bottle break and the wine was wasted. It a 1861' wine. I remembered what he said before, "Don't touch this. It is so precious, even your life is nothing compered to it."  I knew something bad is going to happen. 

      I go to the back and took a broom to sweep the pieces of glass. If it stay longer on the floor then one of the feet here would hurt. While I am doing that, suddenly there are voice that shout at me. "What the hell have you done?" I turned around and my eyes met his furious one. My father was standing at the door and his eyes dropped at the pieces of the bottle.  He was so mad by the fact that his most valuable wine has spilled on the floor instead in his mouth. He was freaking out like a crazy person. My sister was so scared so she hide behind me. My father keep asking who is the person that has broke his bottle. I just keep my words inside then he looked at me. "How many time have I told you? Do not touch the bottles. What are you so damn deaf!" His eyes has turned into reddish, his soft character has gone and being replaced by the anger.

      My mom came out from the kitchen with a knife still in her hand. She tried to comfort him but it was a futile effort. Then suddenly he took the knife from her and pointed at me. I was very scared by the fact that he would kill me, so I closed the eyes. But then the environment was so quiet like nothing happens. I have slowly opened my eyes and I was so shocked. I saw her lying on the floor with her body covered by blood. I do not knew what has happened but what I know is he has killed my mother. I would never forgive him and I will make sure that he also will not receive my sister forgiveness. He was a killer and forever he will be!

      I have found out that he has been released from prison 5 month after the incident and now he is staying with that woman. The woman that has stole his heart from us. I will make them pay for what they have done!